Artsy Remnant Of My Heart

1. The best answer to every question about a change in you is simply 'I grew up'.  2. Being a bitch has become quite mainstream and you should always stand out. Thus, be nice. Always.  3. Whenever you feel sad, prepare for yourself a big cup of Nesquik and go watch Friends. You can choose an alternate for Nesquik too. This always works for me, btw. *grins* 4. The age 16 is not quite sweet. It's actually bitter. I don't know if that makes sense. 5. Listen to your Dad's stories about his youth. At times, they're pretty amazing.   6. Money can buy happiness. I would prefer travelling to Paris to make me feel good rather than going to an amusement park. But you've also got to learn to be grateful for the things you already have. 7. If your mom tells you something is placed somewhere, believe me, it is there but when you have to look for it, some weird supernatural creature hides it. ._____. 8. Try not to have so many secrets. Trust people, but not very easily.  ...

Isn't it amazing when you feel like you're the happiest person in the whole world? When you laugh freely without a single thought in your mind that makes you anxious? When you've got no aches? When all you've got in your heart and mind is sheer delight and happiness? When you learn to let go? When you learn to let go of the things that broke you down? When what people say doesn't affect you anymore? When your coffee doesn't get cold while waiting? When being alone seems like a pleasure? When you wake up everyday with a wide smile on your face? When you feel like exercising? When you feel like you have everything even if you don't? When you feel healthy? When you feel like the whole universe is going your way?  Let me tell you my friend, it's not just amazing. It's beyond amazing. It's just inexplicable. 

'You have to leave something behind to go forward.' Bleh. So, January has already passed and well, now there is almost a month and a half left for the torture to end. Woohooo! I am gonna miss it when it all ends. *wakes myself up* NOT the school. I repeat, not at all. I'm just going to miss some awesome people I'll be separated from.You don't know which awesome people I'm talking about, right? Wait, you will, :') How about I start with some of my oldest friends? FATEEEMAAA. "Hi, I'm Fatima. I make dirty jokes when I'm uncomfortable. No, wait, I'm always uncomfortable. No, wait, I always make dirty jokes. I'm a master at them." If somewhere out there, you see somebody waving like crazy or jumping all of a sudden, just prepare yourself for the Fatima attack. She will squeeze your cheeks like an Aunty(she isn't an Aunty type person but I don't know what happens to her at times like this or maybe she only doe...

"What is it?" "I don't know. I want to run away. I just want to run. Run so fast that the wind presses against my face really hard. So that I forget everything that's been going on. I want to run while throwing away all the little things behind me with every step I take. I like the wind, you know? The harsh, cold wind which makes me shiver and for a while, it's just that moment around which my life revolves. It reminds me of things, yet it makes me forget things." "And you think it will be okay after that? After all the running? Even when you know you're going to come back to halt at the same place?" "Yes, yes, obviously!" And then with a small whisper, which only she could hear, she added, "At least I hope so."

So, 12th June, yes. The day I clicked on the last episode, 'The Last One' of   'Friends' very unwillingly. Okay, I might be over reacting a bit, but oh well.  So here's to Ross's love for dinosaurs, to his famous three divorces, to his excuse 'We were on a break', to Ross and Rachel's beautiful couple and to their beautiful baby Emma, to Rachel's awesome fashion sense, to all of her haircuts, to her best friendship with Monica, to her weird sisters, and to her successful career, to Phoebe and Mike, to Phoebe's stupidity, to her awful songs and to her 'My mother killed herself and I lived on the street' stories, to Joey's confused expressions, to his best friendship with Chandler, to him being such a gamer, to his never-ending love for food, to his acting skills and to his weird agent, Estelle, to Chandler and Monica's cute couple, to Chandler's awkward family name, Bing, but let me tell you, my family name is worse, to his...